I'm serious! I can't behave like a child when I'm suppose to be a parent. Here is how I came to this conclusion of why I haven't grown up yet...ready? It's very embarrassing.
So the plan was to meet my mother at the temple at 10:30 this morning. I woke up at 8:30 and started to get ready. I ate some cinnamon toast right away hoping my morning sickness would be just a temporary thing. I took a nice and long, relaxing shower hoping that would help as well.
My tummy was upset but I was very determined to go. I got dressed and got my stuff all ready. I took a few sips of water and just as I was about to leave I realized I was throwing up in my mouth. I barely made it to the bathroom sink. I threw up all my toast and all my water. I knew I wouldn't make it to the temple so I had Mick call my mother.
I could here him telling her I wasn't going to make it due to being sick. I threw up again then started crying. I was SOOOOOOOOOOO frustrated and so disappointed.
That is when I became childish (note: "childish" is a lot different the being "child-like").
I threw a tantrum. Yes. A tantrum.
I kicked the bathroom cupboard 3 times. Stomped my foot. Hit the sink. And I was about to literally scream out loud when Mick knocked on the door and came in. I realized how ridiculous I was being and just cried into his shoulder. I felt so helpless and was so sad. Its so frustrating to me sometimes. Not only do I hate throwing up more than anything but I wanted so badly to go spend a morning with my mother in the temple.
Mick was wonderful and did his best to comfort me. I have a great husband. :) We watched The Office until his meeting. It helped to take my mind off of my upset tummy. I calmed down and am realizing it really isn't the end of the world. I'm going to have a baby. Sickness is just part of the deal.
Why am I blogging about my embarrassing tantrum. Hahahahaha! Because I can laugh about it now! Lol. I hope you get a little laugh from my childish behavior today. hehe. I feel a little better this evening. I had some life cereal for dinner. I'm hoping it stays down! I'm also hoping that this random act of tantrum-ing was because of my raging hormones due to being preggers.
PLEASE tell me it was. ;) LOL